my wishes
I wish to be happy , find good work , also I wish to find the suitbale person who can share me my life , and can understand me well .

mayssa2004

mayssa friends

I have alot of friends , most of them are females ,
most of them see me as a kind , quite , co_operative,romantic and lovely friend , so many female friends wish to have me as a lover, but I always say I will not marry and I like to be a friends only .
of course I can't tell them the truth to avoid loosing them .
I have a few male friends and I knew them in my work , they think I'm facing a healthy problem that prevent me from marridge, particulary that my body like females.

my story
my story is so long , and I think it may take along time to write , but sure I will do it ,
my story is like all ts in all over the world , the same suffereing , the same hope , the same wishes , the same difficults and also the same problems .

my family
my mother and my sisters knew my case and my sisters help me sometimes but after they married , they never talk or try to knew anything aboat my case and I feel they ignoring the whole subject as they didn't knew anything aboat it .
my mother don't agree or accept my case .she hardlly agree to visit my doctor .
my brothers and my father don't knew or I never try to tell them anything aboat my case , but they feel everything aboat my case .one day my father said you must live in your private flat , and somtimes say don't wear this pegama because it is small in size so it can show your body.
since five years I cut all the relation with my relatives , I don't visit or even call them , because I don't want them to see my body change .
and of course they will talk and talk and finally cause alot of problems to me and my family and I hate that so much.....
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